Saturday, January 30, 2010

oh alice,

Here is the complete soundtrack!:
1. "Alice (Underground)"- Avril Lavigne
2. "The Poison"-The All-American Rejects
3. "The Technicolor Phase"-Owl City
4. "Her Name Is Alice"-Shinedown
5. "Painting Flowers"-All Time Low
6. "Where's My Angel"-Metro Station
7. "Strange"-Tokio Hotel y Kerli
8. "Follow Me Down"-3OH!3 con Neon Hitch
9. "Very Good Advice"-Robert Smith
10. "In Transit"-Mark Hoppus y Pete Wentz
11. "Welcome to Mystery"-Plain White T's
12. "Tea Party"-Kerli
13. "The Lobster Quadrille"-Franz Ferdinand
14. "Running Out of Time"-Motion City Soundtrack
15. "Fell Down a Hole"-Wolfmother
16. "White Rabbit"-Grace Potter and The Nocturnals

Thursday, January 28, 2010

fight me.

at this point in the clock,
where the hand
touches the dotted line,
i'd welcome
the screams
the yells
the fighting.
keep your ears open,
i need them to hear,
my voice
my opinion
my choices.
go ahead,
fight for me.
i'd welcome it
if it would banish
the silence.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Sidewalk Dreamers

i liked that story.

once upon a time...

you told me a story

and i fell in love

with a fairytale.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010


in the wind today
i danced
in the snow flakes
i played.
this is my winter
of snowfalls
and freed minds.

Monday, January 25, 2010


"i can't commit to a thing, be it heart or...{photograph}"

Sunday, January 24, 2010


sometimes you dont tell me...

what you're thinking
what you're feeling
what you're wanting.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

this is a species....

who resides in a habitat of mess. this is where she thrives. pressure. pressure. living. breathing. pressure. she hunts for the thrill. the thrill of the kill. perfection. it all has to be perfection. before she strikes. what a mess. she's a mess. who is she?

we'll never know.

but this is her mess.

salt in my wounds.

care to start a conversation? or do you just want to jump right into the part where you tell me what to do?

"its nice to hear from you too."

stop pretending you care.
mr.richardson would know.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Sunday, January 17, 2010


not on him.
not on him.
not on him.
on you.
focus on you.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

"wish i was as invisible as you make me feel."

you thought that was about you once.
it wasn't,
but now it is.

old and blue.

"someone old, no one new,
feeling borrowed, always blue"

I can't excite you anymore
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault'
Cause you know we're not the same.

I guess you can't accept that the change is good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out.

Ignorance is your new best friend

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself.

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it.


welcome to the real world:
i'm claustrophobic
but my greatest fear
is of being alone.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

puppy love.

oh my dearest,
how much i've missed you.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

my dream boy

hello dream boy.
somehow you're different.
i know you.
at least i want to.
come find me.
take me somewhere.
somewhere far, far away.
hello dream boy.
dance with me.

alice, again

"drowning in a pool of tears"

Monday, January 11, 2010

Saturday, January 9, 2010


and so i fell for you, all over again.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

flowerchild to the rescue!

once again, these photos save my ass.
ryerson, here i come!


this is what i want to do one day.
all of it.
i don't care if its frowned upon,
i think it's beautiful.


are the new straight.

Friday, January 1, 2010

oui ou non?

what a lovely model i have.
would ryerson count this as part of a theme?