busted.

you've never seen me like this before

don't think you have

cause you haven't.

i left my self behind metal bars

i turned the key

and bolted it shut.

this youthful innocence can't stand a chance

i'm fearless and daring

pushing all the limits.

i'll push me, right off the edge

you don't know what to expect

and neither do i.

monsters under the bed

under the covers, i find myself dreaming

dreaming of living and dreaming of giving

giving you everything, all that i've got

my heart and my soul, which isn't alot.

under the covers, i find myself dreaming

dreaming of you and dreaming of me

the night sky is burning a hole in my eye

i cover my face hoping to see yours by my side.

under the covers, i find myself dreaming

dreaming of seeing and dreaming of believing

you changed my mind, twisted my words

led me down the path to the point of no return.

wrong wrong, all wrong

i know i'm not supposed to be this way

you're like a childhood dream these days

something familiar, i've seen before

yet new and exciting, you leave me wanting more.

i know i'm not supposed to go this way

but perhaps backwards is better these days

you see where you've been and not where you're going

but being blind ain't so bad as long as i'm not holding back.

i know i'm not supposed to think this way

i dance with the future alot these days

making up stories, entwining our fates

dreaming is fun until the night fades away.

head aches

its you without me that gets to me

a feeling of nausea that wont let me be

a childhood loss somehow seems fatal

no longer on two legs, i can't stand alone

you are a part of me

probably something crucial

cause you never seem to leave my sight

even if i'm alone.

not normal.

normalicy is unknown here.

reality is unknown here.

but i am known here.

and i know here.

Model: Stephanie Rotz, Better than normal.

time machine

if i could take what i knew now

and push it all back in time

i know i'd be better at this

and i'd tell myself we'd be allright.

you.

with dreams come nightmares

and everything in between.