Sunday, May 31, 2009

alone


dont leave me between the sheets

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

rainy day puddle jumping



take off those shoes,


you don't need 'em anymore.

take off your shoes,

those soles (souls) are a bore.


the rain on your feet

washes the dirt all away,

let the puddles between your toes

as your fears go to play.

no rocks can cut you, no gum can stick, no shards of glass can move so quick.

not like you, your feet will fly, take you away in the blink of an eye.

Monday, May 25, 2009

THOSE people


I won't name names,
cause thats no fun,
but i hate you deeply.
all together now, RUN!

i put up with you for way too long.
i despise every hair on your soon bald head.
i hate every layer of your caked on orange.
i detest every cheap smile that wont win you hearts.

(but maybe some cheap dates)

pour out your alcohol, snub out your fun.
theres nothing left except my hand and a gun
glued to your face while i watch you scream.


your friends wont save you
you're not worth enough.
its all that you are.
cheap thrills,cheap bills.

your tasteless comments and biting glares
wont surface my fear so you better beware.
i'm coming after you,
in some way or form
i hope i'm not gutless

while you pray that i am.



the most deserving monster


why am i putting up with this?
show some spine, have some teeth
rip her to shreds, slowly but surely.
you're alone for now, but not always.
why am i just taking this?
slap after slap, cut after cut.
why don't you fight back?
because you can't for now, but not always.
she'll be sorry when you're through.
this monster is taking a turn on you.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

like i need this


perhaps its just frivolous,
but to me its the world.

these tears stain the
same, nevertheless.

don't bother calling,

i don't care much for apologies.

you can do it yourself,

and maybe then you'll come crawling.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

sleep it off


i'm afraid i'm missing you

i'm afraid be here when i get back

i'm afraid i'm missing you

i'm afraid you'll have forgotten who i am.
*
Don't worry about me
i can sleep off the nightmares
don't worry about me
i can sleep off reality.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

dont look back


my feet are killing me

but they keep on running

they never slow down

only speed up.


faster.



faster.




faster.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

mother mary



happy mothers day,

i meant to call.

i promise.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Sing hymns of forgiveness


Turn up your psalms,
They caught you red handed.
They see what you are,
Your face has been branded.

The mark of sacrifice
Slapped across your face,
Screams how your saviour
Is left a discrace.


Your shadows grow claws
And imaginary fangs,
Lips ooze with the blood;
You're going insane.

No one to save you,
Except your own faith.
I'll uselessly pray
That you will be safe.


Sing hymns of forgivness
I doubt they'll hear.
They don't care who you are,
Only what you fear.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

bones and eyeballs


follow my eyes
trace my bones
pull on my heartstings
never alone.

my face in your neck
i whisper your name
"i love you, my dear"
but i'm going insane.

this head only holds me
my heart only pounds
i need to get out
with my feet off the ground.

follow my eyes
trace my bones
my heart still clings
as you leave me alone.
don't do what i ask
i don't know better
don't listen to me
or find yourself better.

Picture by KillerLadyBugs

Sunday, May 3, 2009

flood


pull the trigger

release the dementia.


flood my body with emotions
pull the trigger.

creative stretch



bon ou ne pas bon pour H&M?

we shall have to wait and see.


one of my favourite stores, and two of my favourite people. i'm leaning towards BON.

date with the night

Chasing Pavements by ineedchemicalX





just enough time for a prolonged goodbye

i miss you already your face at my lips

you hands on my hips pull me closer

sway me until the night turns red.

exchanged glances from stars to moon

they know what we're doing




this late at night.

Friday, May 1, 2009

pull tab. open here.


reach down my throat and spill all my guts

then throw them on a canvas and you got yourself some art.